It's been gone quite some times. three years =='

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Dendam yg TERindah


To whom it may concern, whomever that may be. 

I've learned - that it isn't always good enough to be forgiven by others. sometimes you must learn to forgive yourself. that no matter how bad a heart is broken; the world doesn't stop for your grief. "forgiveness is something we need to both give and ask for in return". am sorry. dari keterpaksaan itu, perlahan-lahan kita akan menemukan hikmah dan akhirnya kita akan menjadi ikhlas keranaNya. insha Allah. may Allah purify our hearts and forgive our sins and the wrong doing. aminnn

O'Allah, if i hurt others, give me strength to apologize. and if people hurt me, give me strength to forgive. - and when someone does something that hurts me, i will promise to myself and to Him that i will never do the same thing to anyone or others. insha Allah

To forgive is not to forget. 
To forgive is really to remember 
That nobody is perfect 
That each of us stumbles
When we want so much to stay upright 
That each of us says things 
We wish we had never said 
That we can all forget that love 
Is more important than being right. 
To forgive is really to remember 
That we are so much more 
Than our mistakes 
That we are often more kind and caring 
That accepting another's flaws 
Can help us accept our own. 
To forgive is to remember 
That the odds are pretty good that 
We might soon need to be forgiven ourselves. 
That life sometimes gives us more 
Than we can handle gracefully. 
To forgive 
Is to remember 
That we have room in our hearts to 
Begin again...and again 

“Ya Allah, kurniakanlah daku perasaan cinta kepada-Mu, dan cinta kepada orang yang mengasihi-Mu, Dan apa sahaja yang membawa daku menghampiri cinta-Mu. Jadikanlah cinta-Mu itu lebih aku hargai daripada air sejuk bagi orang yang kehausan, Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku memohon cinta-Mu, Dan cinta orang yang mencintai-Mu serta cinta yang dapat mendekatkan aku kepada cintaMu,

Ya Allah, apa sahaja yang Engkau anugerahkan kepadaku daripada apa yang aku cintai, Maka jadikanlah ia kekuatan untukku mencintai apa yang Engkau cintai. Dan apa sahaja yang Engkau singkirkan daripada apa yang aku cintai, Maka jadikanlah ia keredaan untukku dalam mencintai apa yang Engkau cintai, Ya Allah, jadikanlah cinta-Mu sesuatu yang paling aku cintai daripada cintaku kepada keluargaku, hartaku dan air sejuk pada saat kehausan.

Ya Allah, jadikanlah aku mencintai-Mu, mencintai malaikat-Mu, Rasul-Mu dan hamba-Mu yang soleh, Ya Allah, hidupkanlah hatiku dengan cinta-Mu dan jadikanlah aku bagi-Mu seperti apa yang Engkau cintai, Ya Allah, jadikanlah aku mencintai-Mu dengan segenap cintaku dan seluruh usahaku demi keredhaan-Mu.”

(Hadis riwayat At-Tarmizi)


"one day, you meet someone and for some inexplicable reason, you feel more connected to this stranger than anyone else - closer to them than your friends. perhaps, because this person carries an 'angel' within them - one sent to you for some higher purpose, to teach you an important lesson or to keep you safe during a perilous time. what you must do is trust in them - even if they come hand in hand with pain or suffering - the reason for their presence will become clear in due time.

though here is a word of 'warning' - you may grow to love this person but, remember they are not yours to keep. their purpose isn't to save you but, to show you how to save yourself. and once this is fulfilled, the halo lifts and the 'angel' leaves as the person exits your life. they will be a stranger to you once more" 

the time we had was all -
there was not a moment any more.

there is a love I reminisce, like a seed I have never sown.
wonder how it is I miss these things. I have never known.

fall in love. langleav